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I have a theory about how astrology, palmistry, tarot, and all the predictive occult sciences REALLY work, but it is very controversial, and many persons, including astrologers, may not like it ! M…

Physically Reacting to Jealousy — My first post was about my deep attachment to a former friend who cut things off because she is now my employee. I'm actually making a lot of progress with that. Well my stress level is very manageabl…

A letter to my fearful avoidant ex — 31st December 2025 So here we are. Another night, another thought. It’s been nearly 25 days since Eddie left me. Recently, so many emotions have been running through my mind. I never thought I would…

Letter to my ex — **7th February 2026** “You will find me, right?” That sentence is the last sentence. The one that always stays with me. Every single day I think about it, and I think that’s why I know what I have t…

Recovery. I don’t care to be in a relationship.. did he break me or is this healthy? — 1 year and 2 months! Getting better (and who ever said this is a quick recovery is wrong this takes a lot of time, dedication, work and lots of waves of emotions.) Things are mentally getting better …

Experienced ego dissolution and timelessness while a friend spiraled into a bad trip believing we were communicating through “waves” — I wanted to share a recent experience because the contrast between my trip and my friend’s bad trip was extremely interesting, and I’m curious if others have seen similar dynamics in group trips. We …

I astral projected last night.. — I astral projected last night... What was your first experience? Here's mine: We arrived in Tunisia yesterday, had some sleep, woke up, yawned, and my nose started bleeding, only mentioning this bec…

DO NOT GIVE UP — DO NOT GIVE UP!!!!! I have so much to say. But ima try to keep it short ish. I just wanted to make a quick post about my journey. I’ve been “manifesting” for five years. I actually have not. Those f…

I found 2 tricks to help focusing on my breath. Beginner + Adhd here. — H56, overstimulated by screen (shows, movies, youtube podcast, chess online), stimulants (amphets like), and since my childhood, overthinking (the worst addiction ever). Sorry my English is not perf…

THE PHOENIX LIGHTS 29th ANNIVERSARY This is what I saw that night March 13, 1997. It was a totally solid piece of machinery not just lights. I could see the bottom of the UFO clearly by two light sources illuminating the bottom of the craft as it flew over my head — I posted this also in UFO sub. March 13, 1997 I was working in East Mesa, Arizona in a 10 bed Hospice inpatient unit as the Charge RN. We worked 12 hour shifts getting off at 7:30 PM but that night t…

Is it just me or do you also have these waves of missing them and what you had, to the point that it makes you cry, even though you don’t want that for yourself anymore? — and you want to reach out but not at the same time?

Anxiety coming back and the physical symptoms are ruining everything — I used to struggle with anxiety last year — not super severe, but I had quite a few anxiety attacks and a couple panic attacks. The main symptom for me was nausea, and I hate it so much. It actually g…

An update : Projected twice since meeting my wife’s deceased great/great great grandmas and it was not a good time — Hello my fellow travelers. Since my first post I’ve projected two times and both of them were not the best time to be honest. To pick up where I left off here is a link to my first experience [The G…

Focus 12 — Something I noticed my first time going through Wave 2 Tape 1 was how distinctly different it was to the Focus 10 sounds. I haven’t had an OBE yet (not the goal for me, if it happens it happens) but w…

Finally detached! Flying, static vision, and a sudden "lust-induced" snapback. Advice needed! — Hey everyone! I’ve been actively practicing for a while now—listening to 6 Hz theta waves and binaural beats, focusing on breathwork, and consciously lowering my heart rate. This morning around 9:00 A…

What does Marcus Aurelius mean by “misfortune” and “good fortune” in Meditations 4.49? — I’m having trouble understanding what Marcus Aurelius means by “good fortune”/"good luck" and "bad luck"/“misfortune” in *Meditations* 4.49. From Robin Waterfield translation: >Be like a headland: th…

The Astral Plane: its Nature, Structure, and the Unseen’s Map found in world religions — *Disclaimer: The views expressed here are my personal opinions, except where excerpts are quoted.* # Nature of the Astral Plane The Astral Plane is the wider dream world. It’s a constant place that …

Are Lower Doses Often Unpleasant? — edit: forgot to specify this is about mushrooms. I made tea out of Ochreocentratas that I grew. I'm a beginner and decided I would work my way up on dose with the intention to reach something reasona…

Anyone analysed the spectral frequency of the gateway tapes? — https://preview.redd.it/ci1qzsip6zqg1.png?width=796&format=png&auto=webp&s=ecdbab108f8a3b5830c2fdf54c48129b329e5d2d I was making a loop of just the "silent" sections of the meditation tapes, so I cou…

Orange orb — Hello! I’ve been seeing an orange orb like thing during gateway meditations, and it started showing up very often. I started calling it, and it would show up immediately in the middle of my field of v…

I thought I died last night. — (For background) In college - about ten years ago - I took an interest in lucid dreaming for a few months. During that time and since, I've had a few lucid dreams. Not often at all, but enough so that…

I’ve been shifting since 2016, ask me anything :) — Or let’s have a discussion! I found out about shifting on accident in 2016. It started as I was being homeschooled at the time(I was 12 im 21 now lmaooo) and I was extremely fascinated with like sci-f…

Shrooms vs. LSD Explained by Experienced Tripper — **WARNING:** All information provided is based off of my subjective experience from my use of psychedelics over the years. Experiences will vary greatly, do not take this as factual or gospel. This is…

In your experience, is meditation a process you do or a quality within you? — Recently I came across this video from [Big Think on Meditation](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10J6crRacZg). Daniel Goleman talked about how scientists tested the brain waves of long time meditat…

breakthrough trip & the bigger picture — Hello, it's me again. I know that there are people here who enjoy reading my experiences so thus my posting. Obviously a disclaimer is this experience is under the influence of a psychadelic, but it t…

Struggling with Brain Fog? How 'Attention Restoration Theory' (ART) can reset your focus in 20 minutes — **Hi everyone,** **Most of us think that taking a break means scrolling through TikTok or checking emails, but psychology suggests this actually increases 'directed attention fatigue'.** **I’ve been…

Been trying for 6 years, only had one 5 years ago. Any suggestions? — I've been trying to lucid dream for 6 years and only ever had **one**, over 1400 days ago while on a vacation, about 5 years ago. It lasted about 2 or 3 minutes and I had full control. Flight, telekin…

My horrible mushroom trip by Jimmy Burnt — It all started during an environmental school excusion/protest. I had packed my lunch that day, drank my water, dressed well and expected nothing to happen. To preface I live in Sydney and lived aro…

I just need people to read this and show support — I felt chronically lonely since I was younger. I had the belief that i am unlovable, I was never anyone’s favorite person or close friend. I learned to shrink myself and hold everything inside me. I h…

I Communicated With the Moon — I'm searching for some anecdotal evidence of anyone else who's seen 'the eye of the moon' on mushrooms, but I can't find anything so I'll post my experience here. When I was tripping, I laid outside o…

Friend with horrible mental health and I don't know what to do — Giving a little bit of context, I been friends w this person since childhood. We been through elementary, middle, high school and most of uni together and their mental health has always been pretty ba…

We married as teens; forty years ago. We were way too young. The arguments take place about every other day. I’m certain a new round of therapy would be a battle to win over the counselor and still nothing would change. I’m sick of faking it. So many people will be hurt. I don’t know how to be done. — I was nineteen and it’s all we’ve ever known. We’d each survive financially, but the shockwaves through our circle of family and friends would be overwhelming. Again, I don’t have a clue how to be don…

Need to write out what I've been dealing with for 3 months now — I cannot believe how much has happened in such a short amount of time. I met this guy back in mid-December and we had both recently gotten out of relationships in which we were both burned. At first…

My progress to a position of strength — I haven't posted my story in this sub mainly because it's far too complex and I felt compared to other people in this thread my betrayal may not have been as catastrophic. A summary for context - I w…

I don’t know which subreddit to post this in, but I need answers — Sometimes I do something, where when I go to sleep, I’ll lay on my back, because it works best that way, and then I lay completely still. No movement whatsoever, and sometimes it works better than oth…

Having a really hard go of seeing her in person for any length of time — Hello again I had to leave our shared apartment about 2 weeks ago due to the fact that I was constantly feeling sad and jealous while living in such close proximity to my stbx of 16 years. (We were t…

What to do in waves of loneliness — I’ve never dated anyone and I CRAVE intimacy and physical affection and I don’t really receive it from family or friends really and it’s been really impacting me lately to the point where I spiral abo…

How do I deal w myself — writing this totally while on the floor overwhelmed w my feelings and not one of the guys who actively or passively share what they feel but everything's getting out of hands i absolutely don't know w…

Initiatory Numinous Experience — I have been putting writing about this off for 11 years now. It was October of 2015; a lot of energetics were going on in and around me all at once. I don't know how to structure this entry/experience…

1 Year After My Breakup: The Honest Reality & What you can expect — **1 Year After My Breakup: The Honest Reality** A little over a year ago, my 4-year relationship ended out of nowhere. I’m 27M, she was 25F. One night we had dinner, watched a movie, everything felt…

I just realized that I might be a victim of munchausen by proxy — I'm realizing that my whole life was a lie and I am feeling waves of shame, regret, anxiety. I'm a young adult female stuck in severe isolation still at home with just my mom and sibling. I think I ha…

Greys, an Ophanim, other beings, new personal knowledge, and an OBE — ​ I've long had interest in the phenomenon and seen a few UFOs. In late 2021 I started projecting intent for my own personal contact and proof, then in early 2022 I got my answer, and it was t…

Anyone so traumatized by their APs emotional abuse and toxicity that they have to fight thoughts of hurting themselves all the time? — This feeling comes in waves. When I’m stressed mostly. It goes from either feeling sad and angry at my parents or if I’m struggling I feel like a failure and feel like I don’t deserve anything good or…

Struggling with messy avoidant breakup — Hi all. My boyfriend (26M) and I (23F) dated for almost a year. We broke up early January. Our breakup was really hurtful, as it was a sudden discard when I brought up one small thing. At the end he s…

What do I do when I get these waves flowing through my body? — sometimes I’ll wake up naturally in the middle of the night and I’ll notice there are these slow, large pulsations flowing through my body, like waves. this sensation has also happened a couple of tim…

I (M29) was in a 6.5 year relationship with woman(F26) who had dismissive-avoidant attachment + severe ADHD + bad PMDD. I thought I was the problem for years, but now I'm starting to see it differently. Am I the asshole for feeling like I 'won' even though I got dumped? — Hey everyone, I just got dumped after 6.5 years with my ex (let's call her A). I'm posting here because my head is spinning with mixed feelings — relief, sadness, guilt, and surprisingly, some real h…

Contact started following possible pīti state — Do any experiencers that have/ can reach this state of meditation known as pīti, apparently kundalini-like, taming it, and know if their experices started after this? Apparently you don't need to be a…

The "other" is just vibration & how to use non-resistance for stable contact and AP — The boundary between "self" and "other" often dissolves in the presence of pure vibration. In the realm of the experiencer, where phenomena challenge our linear narratives of order, the distinction be…

Substance in space like pyrefly? — The more I dive into this subject the more convinced its not something physical. I have been seeing pyreflies(word comes from the game Final Fntasy X) or paricles that have a tail swarming in space(a…

Basking in the Dawn I Once Asked For — I wrote something in November when I was still in it.  This is where I am now.   2025 broke me.  Not all at once. Slowly, then all at once.   Loss came in waves. Quiet at first, then closer toge…

How do u deal with the intense waves of the urges to text them? — I'm asking a question eventho ik what the answer of it is. I feel like reminders and motivation from the people here would be really helpful so please do leave any advice that you think i might find …

That's not how relationships work: they don't come in waves or at your convenience, for a short time. And, no, relationships are not 10% of most secure people's lives. It's more like 50-50, otherwise…

If he can’t even return a simple “hi”, there are other psychological issues going on there. That’s not all DA. I wish people would stop attributing extremely odd behaviors to DA 🫠 we are functional i…

Can you get waves of anxiety while taking klonopin

i’m in the same boat right now. I dated a girl a girl for two years who dumped me and has never spoken to me again since that day. it has been about a year since our breakup, but I keep obsessing. m…

Orrrrrrrr.... In the early thaw of spring, when frost still clung stubbornly to the edges of the earth, the apology remained unsent. It lingered like a letter never mailed. Its seal unbroken, its tru…

Hey OP, thank you for being so open, truly. That raw fear of abandonment, the intense pull-push of wanting connection while also feeling like you’ll be “too much” for someone is all classic anxious pr…

Highly suggest this for meditation. This is the description of the video and audio file. https://youtu.be/r6a_EnUG180?si=-x7_b4mf2JSIjBG2 Taygeta, one of the seven sisters bright star visible to the …

I had to read your post about this same topic in another sub to get more context, so that way I could provide more specific advice. A lot about what you are dealing with is perspective and the narr…

Wow, thats really tough, I'm really sorry you are going through this. Thanks for sharing your pain with me. Let me know if you want to chat. It sounds like you were expecting it but it really does n…

So, I heard a saying once when I was going through a really bad OCD flair, I think this will help. ‘Feel the fear and do it anyway’. Anxiety comes at us in waves. We have to feel the wave wash over us…

Text of original post by u/upernikos: My first post was about my deep attachment to a former friend who cut things off because she is now my employee. I'm actually making a lot of progress with that. …

Aww I am so sorry 😔 IMO, part of self regulation is allowing yourself to deeply grieve. Allowing your body to weep, your mind to spiral, your heart to hurt and accepting yourself in it. Of course y…

Notice that what you’re describing are your thoughts about some sensations in your body that were bound to change with time. These sensations are not you, this is your reproductive system overtaking y…

All feelings are real. You’re punishing yourself for feeling what’s right. Right now, you are your only priority. Waves of pain will come and go until they slowly dissolve. And you need to be there fo…

Recently took the advice here to delete the apps for a while, I felt like I was trying to force something and failing. I have felt good, in a way its a weight off my shoulders that paradoxically has m…

No advice, just commiseration. It's been almost two years since I've had significant physical affection, and I've never had it with any kind of consistency. It's hard. I find it comes and goes in wave…

broken hearted little bean no longer!! well, it comes in waves, but today - his birthday - feels a lot more light and hopeful than i was anticipating. i was gearing up for another mope around the hous…

You are you. Is who you are, lol. Stop worrying about diagnosing yourself so much as you worry about listening to yourself. You sound like your nervous system is a touch wired towards anxiety as you n…

i go to the same gym as the guy i am dating for around 3 months. we've been running each other lately more often and he mostly waves and doesn't come over to talk to me. when he does, it's quite brief…

Sorry about your dad! And it's okay to not be okay even after months. Grief is something that comes in waves, but with time the waves become smaller and smaller, even if they started with a tsunami.

<3 It really does come in waves. Just have to feel all the feelings (sadness, frustration, anger, optimism, whatever comes your way). I hope you can find some peace leading up the appointment.

>Very affectionate in summer and possessive if she felt I was seeing anyone else She probably was and thats why she was worried about you doing the same lol >I would never, those are intimacy behavi…

TLDR: having a huge drawback moment after arguing once. i feel weird an i want to be normal me (19mtf) and my bf (19m) have been dating for 4 months. i always had anxious attachment but since we're r…

Ditto. I notice at times I get waves of anxiety about how much my partner actually wants/likes/invested in me, and if it's as much as I do. There's really nothing wrong with him, in fact he's been sh…

I do something sort of similar to that. I start at my feet, pulling up a rubbery, sticky layer off of my body that takes all of the "junk" with it as it goes. It kind of reminds me of those sticky han…

Letting go is the hardest thing. It’s so painful, and there is no right way to do it. We just gotta do it somehow. Do you know a movie called Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? Wish we could just …

Thank you for saying that. Letting go really is the hardest part for me right now. It feels like I am trying to accept something my heart is still struggling with. You are right about the emotions co…

Its ok. Grieving is a process- it comes in waves. With separation/divorce it is difficult because the person still exists out there. Give yourself time to grieve the “future” you didn’t or won’t have …

Yeahhh it's like waves and the tide. Emotions will come back, you will feel some pain, but then it washes away again. Eventually the waves stop, then you find another girl and start the cycle all over…

My (sigh…I still don’t even know what to call her now) wife / ex-wife and I were together for fifteen years. A lot of those years were rocky, but there was always a core love in there that I trusted w…

You could read Urantia or Three Waves of Volunteers by Dolores Cannon but this angle is not widely discussed.

I felt every word of that. The part about suddenly seeing what you could have done differently and wishing you had understood sooner… that has been one of the hardest parts for me too. It’s a brutal f…

You may like reading Three Waves of Volunteers by Dolores Cannon. It’s all about people like you.

I’m going through something similar after a long relationship ending and I was surprised by how much harder the separation hit me than I expected. Some days feel manageable and other days it suddenly …

When lucid, leap into the air and fly up a bit, the demand to have an OBE, no ask, demand. Either your astral eyes will open and you may find yourself already out floating somewhere. Or you will feel …

For me it comes in waves. I am 50/50 intro/extrovert. I’ll have a wave of doing all the things and a quiet wave where I need less people time. And they alternate. The next few weeks are slammed. The…

*short novel alert, sorry, TL;DR at the end* As someone who has been struggling with finding a technique that "just works" for these things as well, and who also just discovered I am neurodivergent (…

I was in a similar boat as you, I broke it off with my ex in October, we didn’t talk for about a month. And then we talked from November-January, a really messy reconciliation attempt that made me maj…

astrology is just the cycles, the patterns, the weather. if you are very reactive, you will be predictable when the storm hits and your future is set. if you are capable of responding to the storm con…

During meditation when u keep re-anchoring to the breath u gain insight that thoughts just happen, they come in waves and leave on a random basis. And everytime u re-anchor to ur breath, u strengthe…

A year after a messy breakup still isn’t that long. Getting over something like that comes in waves, and seeing them together would mess with almost anyone. You handled it well though. Ignoring them …

The waves wiping of sand imprints is a great idea. Thank you for the post. I will try the same

Is it the original tapes remastered with MSS and some extras? Really tempting but almost a months rent in costs (non-american here) so quite expensive for an online course. I guess is there anythi…

Keep in mind, I needed extensive help in this area because my fight/flight would last for days. I went to meditation, qi-gong, tibetan bowls, shamanic drumming, and yoga classes for a few years. I g…

better yet, do not focus on the breath at all. do not focus on any one thing. it is like going to a symphony and trying to focus only on the harp, while trying to ignore everything else. that doesn't …

I was take around the world. Incredible unforgettable trips. No one gave a shit about how I was doing emotionally though. And any waves I made were seen as annoyance at best.

If you felt like you were somehow 'descending' or 'going deeper', it's possible your brain waves shifted. Your brain frequency likely shifted from alpha to beta or to theta and time feels like it may …

Yep. 2 years nc. Still comes in waves

I have all 8 waves, downloaded, for free. Big difference from $600. How many of those competitors are over 50 years old?