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They do say the moon is a soul recycling space station (prison planet theory - there's a sub for it). The bright light people see when they die is apparently from the moon, and following it (with the …

What I'm realizing: I relate closest to others with deep trauma and that is a troublesome recipe. — TW: addiction, suicide, physical and emotional abuse, CSA. I have CPTSD, routine struggles with depression and anxiety and the corresponding executive dysfunction. I grew up with an alcoholic parent…

The dumper never regrets it — Just to vent. From my previous relationship that lasted six years my ex discarded me like trash. He felt so much relieve when he left and we have been in no contact since the break up. Never once …

First Acid Trip (2 tabs) — This happened like a month ago and sorry if it comes off corny: At first, I was just lying in my bed, nervous. My roommate wasn’t back yet, and the walls slowly started to breathe and layer with col…

What was happening to my Codependent mind? — I am a Codependent in recovery, and as I heal my emotions, I do realize a lot of difference in how my mind used to operate back then and how it is now. And I wanted to share about my experience becaus…

My mom who disowned my for being gay is ready to forgive me, oh and for me to financially support her and my dad after he retires of course. — I don’t speak to any of my family anymore because they disowned me for being gay after i was outed. It hurt at the time but honestly the more time i spent away from them the more i realized how awful …

effects of social isolation in childhood (as an adult). This is insane and i’m not crazy right? — I was a prisoner for lack of a better term. I went to school, the store, and home. I can’t tell you how long i spent in my room alone or else i’d need a strait jacket for both of us. Day in a…

Farewell — In the last two years, I have posted to this group a few times. Last year, I posted ([“Here’s the thing: you’re dying, too.”](https://www.reddit.com/r/Stoicism/comments/1ifz1cr/heres_the_thing_youre_…

what finally got me to shift - I broke my mind ⋆˚࿔ — I used to be the person who would try to shift every single night and wake up crying from a failed attempt because I was so frustrated with the fact that I wasn’t shifting. I thought that I fully be…

It's never too late — After 33 years of marriage, I just hired an attorney. I am divorcing my narc. After years of being on this sub, I always thought my circumstances were too complicated to ever be free of him. I didn't…

My ex destroyed his life after we broke up — I don’t even know why I’m writing this, but everything has escalated so much that I just need to get this off my chest. I (33F) was in a relationship for more than 14 years with my ex, let’s call him…

Antoine Watson, Grandpa Vicha's killer, will be released on probation and not go to prison — https://preview.redd.it/fi7aaezn0mrg1.png?width=1080&format=png&auto=webp&s=453d995342c839fd80ea0306c357a0ee119a26e4 If you don't remember the details of this case, Watson, a 19-year old at the time,…

Day 5 of quitting weed. Help! — I’ve been a daily weed smoker for 8 years, but I’ve used it on and off for about 20 years. I’m absolutely sick tired of being a prisoner to the addiction so I’ve decided to kick it. Day 5 - I haven’…

The chains your parents put on you (that you don't even remember) — My English is not native, sorry if I write a bit imperfect. I want to share something from a recent session that might help someone who feels stuck in their love life. Tina came to me feeling stuck. …

Relationship with a narcissist — Soooo… crazy story you might wanna get some popcorn! I met my ex boyfriend around 5 years ago. We met on Tinder! We went on several dates and really started liking each other but something about his …

7 years later, hurts like it was yesterday — So I'm going to go right ahead and start with saying I completely realise how ridiculous and borderline cruel to my current partner (B) but I need to talk about this. I was with a girl around 9 year…

Family crisis has made me realize how deeply my mother’s criticism still affects me — how do I handle this? — We have been going through a major family crisis right now and it has brought up a lot of old pain in my relationship with my mother. For some background, my brother has severe addiction issues and i…

Five questions: my answers — Feel free to comment or share yours! 1. Who am I? This was an immediate answer. Being of light, beacon, lighthouse 2. Where and who was I before? Struggled with this one. Just got the impression of…

Disability *does* make manifestation harder, and I think that’s the point. — I’m sure this won’t be revelatory for a lot of people. I’m new to this stuff and more than open to being wrong, but… I was moderately disabled (not that that has any standardised meaning but whatever…

What's your view on this situation? — When we became classmates, in the first few days she approached me and we became friends. After that, we were friends for 2 years. We did a lot of things together during that time, and little by littl…

Ask reddit Post about the most disgusting thing a person has said to you. — My comment was removed for being too obscene. I just want to put this down somewhere so maybe it stops bouncing around inside my head. Extreme content warning. These are all of the most awful things …

Practicum 15 celebrity guess — Hello, I think it could be a fun exercise to try to guess the celebrity behind the chart I am posting or at least try to describe his or her life, I hope people will link their predictions to the aspe…

I found out that my abusers lost everything because they k*lled a child and I don't know how to feel — I'm an institutional child abuse survivor and lived in an abusive boarding school for \~1 year (felt more like 5 years) when I was 13 yo. It was a terrible environment in which every aspect of our liv…

what's y'all craziest success story? — i just got done having a MEANNNNNN breakdown. my dream uni just closed admissions, and i didn't pay the fee bc #nomoolah. i started crying hella hard. i genuinely sounded like ms puff. then i remember…

Saved by Aliens! Twelve Benevolent Encounters — [**Saved by Aliens! Twelve Benevolent Encounters**](https://youtu.be/aPMjZJDOfis) by Preston Dennett https://preview.redd.it/78ywlpbo7zsg1.jpg?width=1604&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=bac3d50493e2b7125956…

Manifested $1200 and My Story of the Law — Recently, my girlfriend was extremely upset with me over finances. I had spent 700 dollars in the short span of a month, and was 600 dollars in debt even after my monthly allotment. Fortunately, I kno…

Sarah believed in a prison planet teaching. What Higher Self showed her during soul journey was amazing and empowering — Heads up - not native English speaker here. I am sharing what I learned in one healing soul journey I facilitated, in case it helps someone who carry this heavy teaching on their shoulders. Sarah c…

Time to play hard ball? — I've spent the last 1.5 years post separation trying to keep the peace with my ex. I moved out, I allowed her to stay on my insurance etc all in order to allow for a smooth divorce and I'm a genuinely…

Change of mindset improved overall happiness — Like most of you, I’ve dealt with a fair share of trauma throughout my life. I’ve done all the therapy modalities, went through TMS treatment, countless medications, been into working out intensively,…

Overcomplicating the simplest things — I hope to promote a healthy discussion on this topic, as I would like to convey some of my thoughts as well as gain some *enlightenment*. I have mostly been a passive reader in this community. Consta…

nMother got prescribed to “cry” to cure a headache — I just can’t stop laughing. My nMother had a really bad headache, and the doctor said it was her “lacrimal ducts” that were blocked. He asked her when was the last time she really cried. She said over…

I am wrapped in so much resentment makes me angry — I don't talk much about my trama because anytime I talk about it I hear it's a lot and I want to say every time no fuckin duh how do you think I feel I'm angry as hell that most never tried to notice …

Went to jail for 14 months… — I don’t know much about what this is. I think it’s mostly about people who are sexually abused. I don’t fit into that criteria but a couple years ago I went to jail. Basically, I had a manic episode a…

Hi?! — Howdy. I hope this finds you all well. Anyways. I'm in a dark place as a human. Like I'm in the dark. You ever seen that movie with the blind guy? IM IN THE DARK CHARLIE. I FELT THAT. I felt that sh…

How to move forward? — Hi Reddit! I (F22) recently broke up with my ex boyfriend (M23) due to continuous lying, abuse, and other issues. He has many narcissistic tendencies. I put up with him for 2 years. Constant forgi…

I think my mind is improsioning me — I have been aware of this forum since I was around 16 years old. I am now 25F. I have really suffered at the hands of my parents. Them never saying I am good enough growing up, taking my phone away f…

Quantum Leap / How to Shift Identity - Physics of Manifestation — The physics of reality is the actual architecture of how I experience being "me." And you experience being “you.” We’re taught that the world is governed by rigid, classical laws—deterministic rules…

I am in burnout and all I wish is that I had a family who loved me — It would take a lot to tell my whole story but I will try to be concise. I have Complex PTSD, from a extremely difficult childhood. I have a family that I am not close to, even though that is the on…

Nmother keeps threatening me with "calling for an Ambulance" — I can't believe what I am even writing, it's just so awful and off the scale craziness. The only person who needs a fucking Ambulance is that crazy fucking BITCH! This is a new thing, which starte…

Am I right to be upset abt friends behavior or just trauma response? — Idk how you guys are but when I meet with friends I want to spend quality time toghether and that includes talking, showing interest, listening etc. Me and my supposed best friend arranged to go potte…

Covert(?) Narcissist fucked me up — **Context**: I was raised under an overt narcissist father. The standard stuff: blame everyone, no responsibility, violent, etc etc. I thought I knew what red flags to avoid in a partner. And when I…

Huge realization today-- I'm a betta fish. TW EDs. — So, I've had a really rough few days. In reality a rough year. I'm currently recovering from having a spontaneous CSF leak repaired, so my brain is...vulnerable and more dysregulated than usual. I've…

My short break up story — ​ so I'm going to leave out a lot of details except that we're from ATX . So when I met this woman she had just got out of a relationship , she had put this guy in prison. We had a on and off again re…

Am I right to be upset abt friends behavior or just trauma response? — Me and my supposed best friend of 6 yrs met to do pottery painting. I was excited to see her and chitchat. We meet weekly I started conversing and asking questions etc as usual but she didngt gaf, s…

Childhood is overrated — Yesterday I wrote a post on reddit (unpopular opinion sub) that adulthood is much better than childhood. Needless to say, a bunch of people talked about how happy their childhoods were and I found tha…

I can feel my mind falling apart with every passing day- my mental health has never been this bad and I’m just so tired — At least not for a very long time. I am so easily triggered, being triggered leads to fits of rage and frustration that have been increasingly physical essentially being self harm. I find myself fatig…

Need advice from any Americans who've escaped via city housing resources and domestic violence shelters (USA) — title says it all. I have heat triggered epilepsy and these monsters just keep ramping up their attempts to kill me in their oven home. Really nothing left to say about them other than they belong rot…

I’m going insane (rant) — I just got out of a 4 year relationship. I was sexually coerced for the first 2 and emotionally abused for the entire 4. My family is also abusive, so I have my mom cut off while my dad is in prison. …

Exercise induced orgasms also arousal when scared — I always had the ability to have exercise induced orgasms. I discovered it when I was a young girl using gym equipment. I never made the connection to CPTSD until TODAY. I have a history of: \- int…

I want to move on to the next chapter of my life, do I tell a friend I forgive him? — I (25f) was friends with P (34m) for roughly four years from August 2019 til August 2023. I met P when I was starting college where him and I shared an gen ed writing course. Him and I shared a lot of…

How can I [21F] fix my relationship with my boyfriend [22M]? — My boyfriend and I have been dating for about a year and a half. We’ve had some issues before last fall with him not wanting to be emotional or have conversations with me when needed, but things got …

a) law of assumption, not law of belief. And where did you get the other descriptions from? I've been on Neville sub for a while, literally noone describes the law in those words or speak in a spiritu…

read actually anything by Margo Anand. (SkyDancing tantra) I’m 72 now, and i was always taught that any of this chakra, energy work, out of body experiences, visions, etc etc and etc was just a bunch …

They took the Ellis Island poem too seriously - “Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, the wretched refuse of your teeming shore…” We’re a country of legal immi…

It’s been a year (yesterday) since my ex cruelly and coldly discarded me by text (after 18 months of dating… and lots of life experiences).. “I can’t see you anymore, I wish you well”.. It was massive…

Also you lie to them and expect them to except it.when I notice some one is just saying something that isn’t real ,it bothers me. Often my wife needs space,so she stacks her calendar with appointments…

This is an interesting question, and if I understood you correctly you are asking if my subconcious belief/faith has risen? Well I have to preface this reply with one nuance. I discovered manifestin…

Yeah, there's this feeling where I only want it if the other person wants it as much as I do. And I can confirm that they want it as much as I do if they initiate. I unfortunately am someone who initi…

Text of original post by u/f1rstpancake: TW: addiction, suicide, physical and emotional abuse, CSA. I have CPTSD, routine struggles with depression and anxiety and the corresponding executive dysfun…

TW/CW: ICE Raid violence, imprisonment, and deportation Quyen Dinh, Executive Director of Southeast Asia Resource Action Center (SEARAC) joins me as a guest for this emergency episode on The Banh…

It takes more time than you'd really expect to get over someone. I remember for me recently, I was trying to get over someone and while the logic center of my brain made peace with the idea that it wa…

I know this joke’s been done to death but does the conversation have to die as soon as I begin showing an active interest? And as soon as I say yes I’m good with meeting up and offer a time? I yearn t…

I been in prison a long time. I paid my debt to society. I am a changed man. Can someone change and be a productive citizen again or is popular opinion that we should remain an outcast. I am trying to…

Because in my experience as an attorney, certain crimes are far, far higher in terms of recidivism rates and there is a mountain of research indicating that certain crimes are the result of behaviors …

Because details will matter. Someone who have been in prison for a long time doesn't go there for petty crimes. So if we are asking if society can accept him that will depend what a crime was.

In the US you can actually go away for a while without having done that much. The three strikes law in California was a hot mess. You would go to jail for life for 3 felonies. Stealing anything valued…

Your natal chart is more like a set of keys than a prison cell, so you absolutly have the power to consciously shift how your moon sign manifests through your daily habits. Instead of trying to "be" …

If you have any tips, books, places, etc. for me to start to manifest this chronic back pain, that nobody seems to know the actual cause of, away that I've been experiencing for the last 7/8 months, I…

This enrages me. I fear I'd go to prison 🫠

The thing that jumped out for me from your post is not any of the things you’ve listed but the sense that you are pretty inflexible about things - the main thing being your finances. Is there a reason…

Unfortunately nothing was taken off the table. He was asymptomatic and was taking meds. We were together for 8.5 years. He stopped taking the medicine without my knowledge, yet continued to have sex w…

3-5mg of THC and I’m stoned for hours, no hallucinations though. Can’t imagine how 30mg would hit. Sounds like you got amanita, to me harsh with nausea, friend called it a “prison high.” Psilocybin wa…

"Is there a reason you have to have your mortgage paid off by the time you’re 50?" Overpaying the mortgage is what I have available for emergencies from redraw. Financially I have to be completely se…

I know exactly how you feel! We were roommates and good friends for most of our 15 year marriage. We separated almost three years ago, and honestly I felt like I had been released from prison. I had a…

You staying in an unfulfilling relationship isn’t going to bring your children long term joy either. Especially how easily she chose to cheat with your knowledge. Don’t set yourself on fire to keep h…

The world is run by abusers, for abusers. They've shaped the twisted narratives for generations and most people but into the propaganda and indoctrination. (The Power of Myth) Those of us that have b…

💯💯💯 Your post is something that I wish every single person could read. This is my exact experience after years in the court system trying to get away from a malignant narcissist psychopath. The c…

Thank you SO much for this! This is what I needed. I've had moments of feeling so hopeless because I have been trying to manifest away back/neck pain that I've been experiencing for like 7/8 months. I…

I honestly don't know what he was thinking. I think it was, he got through with my mom and assumed I was just as uninformed as her. He also used to call me gullible all the time. I was like 16/17-19 w…

I have lucid nightmares all the time, it's really scary when you know you're in a prison of your own mind's creation, especially if you know you should be able to wake up but you can't for whatever re…

I don't know if perimenopause has anything to do with it. But women of a certain age is a truism. When the hormones drop they sometimes become less caring. Or in my case a psychotic vampire. But if th…

It's not simple like whites are doing all the bad things to people of color. I work in NYC and race relations are very complicated and quite frankly worse than places where there is less diversity. …

I had the worst experience with my ex and pets 😭 TW pet death and abuse I’m not a dog person but he insisted on getting a pitbull because he had 2 with his ex. We got one as a puppy and he would bea…

Unfortunately yes to both questions. She divorced him when he went to prison for 3 years and those were nice chill 3 years with infrequent awkward phone calls with him. When he was released he wou…

They know and when I ask “what’s wrong with him” as in “what has he been diagnosed with” they say “we don’t know, the psychiatrist also doesn’t know” tonight he told me that is anxiety, depression, ad…

Yes. After experiencing infidelity then feeling like a prisoner doing time for her crime in the home we shared, I was happy to find my own space and get (mostly) my own things. It was a helpful practi…

Gladly. I made it my choice to help people when it comes down to things like this, because I was targeted while blind :( and I think it's in my best interests to help someone else not to struggle the …

Oh my. Good luck. I have been sober for 13 years — and I had to go to prison to finally achieve it. I have a sub r/thefelonist. Please go there and listen to my podcast. It’s a reading of my prison di…

I could have written this post myself. 35 year married, d-day was in 2005 21 years ago. I’m reading OP post so it’s not completely over, isn’t it? . It’s not hurting anymore just a recurring feeling …

how do they get dopamine hits if they try to sabotage someone but it lands them in prison or blackmailed from an entire labor market?

There was nothing wrong with voicing that you missed being single, there is something wrong with walking on eggshells. His overreaction is an indication of how his insecurities poisoned your relations…

My dad made me feel so ashamed/ worthless whenever I made a mistake - in homework or athletics. My mom I have no memories until she stuck up for me when I turned 13 and started talking back to my dad.…

You can share my retirement plan with them. A roof, 3 meals a day, health and dental care. PRISON

As a woman and a mother and wife I have to say this show but also the general shit happening in the world does make me feel pretty bad for men and worried for them. Women yeah we have a lot to worry a…

Prison is better than a medicaid nursing home in the US.

Yes and no. Yes when it’s through support. Not really when it’s intense because I see myself and the lengths that I know I go to from needing to protect my family from killers since I was 14. I can…

I wish I had done a financial background check on my husband before we married. I found a letter he hid from the IRS. Apparently he hadn't even been filing his taxes and owed tens of thousands. I ende…

Its by design. Keep em ignorant, poor, and popping out kids to run the machines and fill the prisons.

No problem! Happy to share! I don’t remember that specific day but I try to get 9.5 hours of sleep every night on the dot, no longer, no less. Definitely wasn’t less than 8 hours even on a bad night.…

She can’t NOT have this baby. She lives in a really backwards community that clearly cares about children out of wedlock and abortions. She’s living with HIS family not her own. She had a 1 year old …

Such parents need to be in prison, full stop. That incident where your mom dragged you by hair and slammed your head against the sink was literal child abuse and domestic violence if nothing else!! Pl…