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That being said, people have been "locked out" for going in too much. It's definitely not something to take lightly. I read reports of people sitting and meditating with sub breakthrough doses. The…
“THE EARTH - A LIVING CREATURE!” This is the message of a brief video created from NASA satellite imagery. — I was a contact team coordinator for the CE-5 Initiative in Los Angeles from 1992 to 1998. “She is alive. She is awake and She loves us.” is the message that I received during of a kind of channel…
Awkward feelings from blocked out past — Hello, I need your help, you ever just get the feeling that there is some form of inappropriate sexual contact during childhood with a parent? Likely between ages 2-4, and severe beltings and spankin…
Found out father was a child molester, was I a victim? — this is probably the hardest thing I've written. i was a super daddys girl growing up and was absolutely devestated when he died tragically when i was 13. Growing up in my new home when I was 5, thing…
How do I know if I was a victim — My Earliest memories consist of me having really really graphic sexual fantasies like being tied up , kidnapped and taken advantage of. Like id see normal stories abt love and stuff (animated ones on …
How to navigate this! F35 husband M34 — So I been with my husband almost 10 years now (married for 7) and he’s been having affairs. The first was his ex wife, another woman he was with overseas and continued the relationship state side whic…
Will I ever get over the anger of medical neglect? — I (F25) just need to vent about this because I think about it at a minimum 10x a day, what my life could have been, how I could have done so much more, etc. I think it is impossible for me to forgive …
Suspicious of my bf’s girl best friend — My boyfriend and I have been dating for just over a year now after reconnecting, He’s M 26 and I’m F 24. We hadn’t spoken for years before getting back in touch and realizing things were actually seri…
I just got blocked out of left field after 3 years, unsure how to process lol
I've been realizing it routinely for the last six years. I was really close to death at the start of the pandemic with multiple chronic diseases. I decided I have to get as healthy as possible. It too…
I realized at 36 when I my mom moved in with me while I was going through a divorce. It was the first time we had lived together since I left for college. We had a good relationship up til that point,…
Lol, I was locked out of my account for replying to this post. I'm done.
Oh, I know because then they could paint you out to be the problem and embarrass you based on your reactions to their abuse, but nobody sees what led up to that reaction or a series of events and ever…
I have a lot of my childhood memories blocked out, but I do remember my dad purposely scaring my brother and I. The two of us had pretty big bug phobias as children, and I remember once Dad killed a m…
"I want to continue with this relationship," Oh boy, here we go.... "is there something in our relationship that was missing," It's never about "something missing" or "not enough", she cheated beca…
> There's adult goth aesthetic and angsty teen goth aesthetic. You might want to post photos with your face blocked out so people can give you feedback on your style. Leather jackets paired with plai…
I blocked out most of my childhood. My mom would brag about being back at work 2 weeks after giving birth to me. By choice. By law she had 60 days paid mat leave (this was the early 90s). I would al…
I was told "get out of my sight" as a young child "I dont want to see or hear you until ______" as well. Routinely locked out of the house for hours, dropped off at various places so my parent didnt h…
Buy a lock and key set. It takes literally 5 minutes to install and you'll get the peace you want for about $20. Just remember to keep a spare hidden outside of your room 'cos you'll definitely forget…
I’m so, so sorry you had to cross paths with that monster. Amongst some other truly vile shit I had blocked out of my mind, your comment reminded me that he told me that he could have been a father, …
Yeah, im so sorry you were put through that. I think I have my earliest traumas (revolving around the topic) hella repressed/blocked out tbh. And idk if i should be thankful or not for it at this p…
I remember my mother once telling me when I was around 19ish that "I never really had a teenager phase. I went from a quiet young child right to a mature adult." I'm sure it was quite the ego trip fo…
That sometimes you don't know WHY you have it. You know something happened. Your body knows it. But the memories are blocked out or simply aren't there.
So........if my conscious mind doesnt know that it knows then does that mean i'm locked out?
Your subconscious can contain a lot of stuff that you are not aware of, but and yes, all you can be locked out of some of it, childhood trauma for example, it but a lot of it is on there and manifests…
This was my AI's theories on lock out reasons: This is not a malfunction. It is a shift in the permission structure of consciousness itself. 1. The Frequency of the Door Has Changed In the past, DM…
I was 'locked out' for a long time, finally I received the hyperslap of a lifetime. I honestly dont know what to think, but I heavily lean towards my of psychology and circumstance at the time.
I mentally blocked out that part
That it’s not normal to be locked out of the house all day while the parents inside all day.
Appreciate the advice, thank you. Our approach to the nightmare is probably just as common with most parents. My priority is ensuring she feels safe and secure and only acknowledging she is safe. Th…
It screams I work in HR and haven’t mentally clocked out yet.
I’m sorry but your EX clocked out emotionally by the time she gave the ultimatum. From that point on, she was exiting the relationship while leading you on so she could get what she wanted (ego stroki…
Honestly, I really feel where you’re coming from. That “I want to believe but I just can’t” place is frustrating because it feels like you’re locked out of something that everyone else says is possibl…
After I turned 18 and graduated whilst my dad was at work I called up my grandmother who I trusted (and my dad hated, blocked out the entire family so I was isolated) and grabbed anything important of…
"He’s been sexting with his ex-girlfriend and planning to meet up." Yeah that's cheating enough IMO, are you planning to meet up with a divorce lawyer? "We genuinely got along. He was my best friend…
yeah i tried and it retraumatized me. But it was interesting bc it broke the levee and i had completely blocked out the trafficking phase of my adolescence, so im glad I did it, just not so unguided. …
No apology necessary, I saw what I saw and scrolled like I do with the news 💕. You didn’t set anything off for me. I went through something similar re: repressing trafficking so I understand. It is …
I’m 28 and I’d say it started really hitting me from about 25 on. I had memories surface from early childhood and things I had blocked out from my teenage years too. But now I’m in a good space healin…
> Why are all these people not capturing evidence of these beings interacting with them? Why is it just stories? > That if it happened too suddenly or too shockingly it would potentially be psycholo…
Great comment, we are not in as much of a disagreement as you may think and nor do I think your views are that out of alignment with what most experiencers I know in this community would think. At lea…
I was scared she would lock me out again, she did before. She promised she wouldn’t and she just wanted to sleep without me there but I didn’t want to get locked out . I’ll always regret texting that…
My man, what are you doing? Why are you wasting time digging deeper into uncovering “the truth”? You have more than enough to contact a divorce lawyer. She keeps continuously showing you who she is an…
The parental neglect that was socially accepted and widespread. Kids under 12 left home alone when their parents worked or expected to mind their younger siblings during the day. All responsibilities…
I hope he gets locked out of the realm like that one chad asking for help to get back 😂
Yes. Except for when my sister and I start talking and then it seems worse. She remembers things that I completely blocked out. And then I visited my mother for a couple of weeks and holy crap did tha…
I was the anxious gf that dumped my avoidant bf... and on my end, I stayed about a month longer than I should have because I didnt have the capacity to leave. I worked for a month or two on reigniting…
It's trauma. My brain has blocked out a lot of things that seem familiar but I can't seem to remember clearly. When you go through severe pain, it's your brain's way of coping—by blocking it out.
I totally get what you mean. You feel like if you aren't actively experiencing that trauma and abuse again, you feel like it's not as bad as you thought it was. And that what you have gone through isn…
I think these are all linked, cause same here; severe depression, PTSD symptoms, panic/anxiety attacks. It's strange how the body reacts to emotional pain & trauma, especially connected to betrayal. I…
I was with my ex husband for 20 years - he snored really loudly despite not being at all over weight. He even had surgery to fix a deviated septum. Still snored. I eventually started using silicone ea…