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NHI that Stop Time and Timelessness of the Oversoul; More Research that Supports how Aliens Obscure Human Memories. — Hi everyone. This is [me](https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/1ai4nzi/i_had_26_physical_contact_events_with_grey_aliens/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_c…
Is this site using a bootstrap or plug-in? — This bookstore has a section where, if you you click on one of the books in a slider, it expands a panel about that book below. These sliders under "New and Featured" and "Trending" (the entire div is…
Best Practices for the List View — Hi all, While using Wordpress in the past few years, I've developed the habit of renaming my element bocks in the List View sidebar to make navigating the page easier for myself and hopefully others.…
Success Story: FA/Disorganized Attachment Healing Roadmap, Resource Recommendations — **Hello, fellow Fearful Avoidants! The below post has grown out of almost 3 years of research and healing this attachment style, which in my case was coupled with Relationship OCD (ROCD). ROCD is a vi…
DA healing update: searching my true self, my inner child finally seen — Some of you may know me at this point. I'm (40M) dismissive avoidant, my wife fearful avoidant (41F), together 17 years, married 13 years, 3 children. I've been working on my attachment style for 5 mo…
Why do most victims survive the harm, while perpetrators can’t cope with a slither of accountability? — Victims live with the pain. The fear. The long-term fallout. Not being believed. No justice, or having to fight for it. Being made the aggressor through DARVO. The loss of safety. The way it rewires y…
Random lucid dream after I stopped practicing? — I stopped practicing lucid dreaming about a month ago. No reality checks, no dream journal, nothing. Yesterday before sleeping I was talking a lot with an AI about lucid dreaming and how I wanted to m…
Did yours seem attracted to you when you were succeeding at life, but also resentful? — Did you ever notice that yours would say things that seemed to contradict their body language? If you were succeeding in your career or personal life, mine would comment on it ‘positively’ but their b…
Saturn-Neptune conjunctions have preceded every major financial restructuring in recorded history. Here's the data. — I spent a month mapping planetary configurations against economic events going back 100 years. The Saturn-Neptune correlation is hard to ignore: 1937 — Saturn square Neptune → Roosevelt Recession…
First post here, don't normally do this but I need help. 27M — Gday all, firstly just want to say hi to all who come across this post, and also forgive me if my grammar is bad. I was never really good at it... What is mentioned in here could be quite triggering …
18 months after my husband’s affair and the “ick” just hit. Has anyone ever gotten attraction back after this? — About 18 months ago I discovered my husband had been having an 3 year long emotional affair with a coworker that he admits he was actively pursuing. We decided to try to reconcile. To his credit, he …
I look very successful to the outside world, but when I’m alone I feel like something is deeply wrong — I’m a 23F living in the US and working in high finance. From the outside, my life probably looks very successful. I’ve always been extremely driven. Good grades, major achievements in sports, a serio…
I was the husband who didn't do enough. Sharing my perspective — It wasn’t a single explosion but a slow grind between two people who couldn’t agree on what a "good life" looked like. For a long time, I was admittedly the husband who didn’t pull his weight, a chara…
Carl Jung wasn't a psychologist. He was a shaman. — Carl Jung quietly wrote one of the most profound esoteric texts of all time, at least in my own personal opinion. Seven Sermons to the Dead was written in 1916, privately shared between a handful of J…
The moment you stop paying attention… they stop existing. — I’m going to say something that might trigger you a little… The moment you stop paying attention… they stop existing. And no, I don’t mean they disappear physically from the world. I’m talking about…
THIS 👇🏼 is how they moved on SO fast — Something hit me like a damn truck the other day and I genuinely haven’t been able to stop thinking about it, so I’m just going to put it out there in here in the hope that it helps one of you too Yo…
Im so scared of the future coming. The world looks so bleek — Im so scared of the future coming. The world looks so bleek. Im crying. I can't handle it. I feel like the world is gonna collapse before I even get a chance to finish my 20's. I had dreams and goals.…
Anyone else from the US not motivated to survive a systemic collapse? — As a CPTSD survivor who already struggles so damn hard to get through the day -- physically, emotionally, psychologically -- I really don't have much motivation to "survive" whatever disaster is in st…
Narcissistic collapse is terrifying — TW for suicide. I fully believed he would realise he needed to change when he was forced to hold a mirror up to himself. That the man I love would see that the way he was treating me was wrong and he …
Talking to a friend while they’re lucid dreaming? — I had the strangest experience of my life. My friend called me, and we had what seemed like a normal conversation until we realized something was off. I don't know exactly what it was. We got so freak…
She turned sunlight into homework. I left her house years ago. My mind still hasn't. — The sun came out today. And the first thing I felt wasn't warmth. It was guilt. A full-body, immediate, almost chemical reaction: *you should be outside. You should be using this. You're wasting it.*…
My viet parents ruined our house by insisting on hiring a family friend to renovate it over a professional — We have an ant colony in our walls, our drawers are falling apart, and our deck has rusty nails sticking out of it. Our house is literally only 20 years old, we were there when it was built, and we ar…
34 M, marraige collapse, business collapse & false cases..Will this improve? — I got married in Dec 2024 after months of red flags that I ignored. Even before marriage, her behavior felt distant and inconsistent, but I trusted the process. Within a month of marriage, things sta…
I just feel done with the world — It’s been a year and a half since discard. I was broken. I ruminated all day every day for the better part of the first year. The hot and passionate anger that was part of what I originally felt has …
Plain "lost feelings" or might she be an avoidant?! — We were together eight weeks. No conflicts, no issues. She was fully invested, she initiated equally (or even more), said "I love you" first after one month, made future plans for the summer and easte…
breakthrough trip & the bigger picture — Hello, it's me again. I know that there are people here who enjoy reading my experiences so thus my posting. Obviously a disclaimer is this experience is under the influence of a psychadelic, but it t…
Relationship with a narcissist — Soooo… crazy story you might wanna get some popcorn! I met my ex boyfriend around 5 years ago. We met on Tinder! We went on several dates and really started liking each other but something about his …
My horrible mushroom trip by Jimmy Burnt — It all started during an environmental school excusion/protest. I had packed my lunch that day, drank my water, dressed well and expected nothing to happen. To preface I live in Sydney and lived aro…
When I Let the Devil Back In — I feel like I can't speak this to anyone in my life so I will try here. What people don’t understand is that this didn’t just happen in some clean, simple way where I got hurt and then walked away. I …
how to get past the hypnagogia and enter the dream? — TL;DR: Can reach WILD state and even get pulling/tunnel sensations, but can’t transition into an actual dream—what’s the missing step? Past 3 days I’ve been practicing Wild during naps and I can now …
Is it possible that my friend shifted? — I had the strangest experience of my life. My friend called me, and we had what seemed like a normal conversation until we realized something was off. I don't know exactly what it was, but we got so f…
Letter to Self before Meeting her — Figured it helped a few on other subs so I would add here. I've also been told to warn it may be a trigger to some. Hey dumbass, I don’t really know how to start this without it feeling unreal, beca…
I ignored my self-critic for a full week and boy was it exhausting — A week ago I decided that since behavioural activation therapy, CBT, other therapies, and trying to find ways to be productive or find meaning with others or by myself, and even low pressure advice we…
The impact when sleep takes over the body and you pass out, but this time I felt it wake up, my body thought I was asleep. — Hey everyone, the other day I really felt the power of sleep. It’s actually pretty cool—the power that sleep holds. I had consumed a lot of Red Bull—way too much—and I couldn't fall asleep, even thoug…
Three weeks into taking space after the breakup and I’m already feeling much better. Here’s what I’ve been focusing on. — My partner and I broke up about three weeks ago now, and I’m already feeling a lot better about things. What I have NOT done: demonize him, villainize him, try to tell myself that the whole relation…
Did I push reconciliation with my ex too quickly? (26M, 26F) — Hi all! Firstly, I want to thank you for all the comfort and support you give to everyone on this sub; it does not go unnoticed! I'm a 26M who ended things with his 27F partner of a year and a half i…
34 M, marriage collapse, career collapse, false cases, ongoing divorce. Will I ever get relief? — I got married in Dec 2024 after months of red flags that I ignored. Even before marriage, her behavior felt distant and inconsistent, but I trusted the process. Within a month of marriage, things sta…
Avoiding Your Real Work Is Costing You More Than You Think — # Avoiding Your Real Work: The Hidden Cost of Staying Busy Without Progress ***“I’ve been noticing this pattern in myself lately and wanted to share it here because I’m curious if others deal with th…
You have the answers — ​ Hello folks, hope your day is going well! Below i'll post the final chapter to a short work I put together. while out of context it does provide some useful tips on how to be. A dedicated …
I want to give medication a try to improve my mental health and so i can be safer. — I'm currently at a crossroads and could really use some perspective from others who "masked" their way into a high-stakes career before hitting a total systemic collapse. On paper, I look like I have…
When was enough? (Non infidelity) — What was the moment you said this wasn't for me? (non infidelity) I'm had disagreements, arguments, etc with my fiance, and have always considered, maybe this isn't for me, or I should leave, but we …
For those who suffer from breakup — Five months ago, my ex left me. I’ve had a lot of time to think since then, and I wanted to share a few things I learned. I think this applies to both men and women. The biggest lesson for me is this…
Discovering who you are at 30+ because of trauma. — I am in my 30s and I feel like I’m having a really unsettling realization. A lot of what I thought was just who I am like the way I think, react, my personality, even some of my life choices like sch…
Am I overreacting or is it time to call it quits? — My partner of 10+ years and I are on a “let’s try again” phase after a they had broken up with me a few days ago and I begged to give it another go. When things are good, they are pretty amazing, and…
I’m struggling to make positive habits stick and to feel happy on my own. — For 30 days I didn’t drink alcohol, didn’t check social media, and didn’t masturbate. I was also going to the gym almost every day. During the first two weeks I actually felt amazing sometimes. I had …
Avoidant ex reached out after 4 years to apologize, but the conversation reopened old confusion for me. Did he actually care and communicate terribly, or is this just guilt/retroactive idealization? F24, M25, dated for 4 months — tl;dr Avoidant ex reached out after 4 years to apologize, but the conversation reopened old confusion for me. Did he actually care and communicate terribly, or is this just guilt/retroactive idealizat…
What’s wrong with me? — First time posting so not sure if I’m doing this right but here we go.. I’m pretty much losing it and idk what to do to fix myself. I feel like a nervous wreck pretty much all the time even though I’…
I have been scared to sleep for 3 days because of this experience (Viberational state, but not how everybody discribes it) HELP — Hi everyone, I have been interested in shifting for a while, I knew that astral projection was real, but was just not that interested in it. However, I try to shift almost every night, I shift sucessf…
How do I deal with my irrational fear of the cops? — hello, I guess I should start off by saying I grew up in foster care, around drugs and all kinds of degeneracy. both my parents, grandma, and sister all have criminal records, and I have been terrifie…
I’ve just released the evidence to the press that NSW Police fabricated a medical diagnosis to criminalize my trauma. I am dropping the files here on Friday. — *Disclaimer: I am remaining anonymous while investigative journalists review the evidence file I just submitted to them. I have on me clinical assessments, hospital documents, and audio recordings sup…
Reassurance never actually helps us, it just makes us more addicted to it and sourcing our safety and validation from their words. It would be more helpful to slowly talk yourself through the case wh…
I totally get it, I’ve seen corrective experiences work wonders in the moment. My background is in building real-time frameworks for clients and practitioners who deal with collapse or shutdown, espec…
Thank you for sharing. It sounds like you might be describing the 'Drama Magnet + The Citadel' trauma attachment patterns, which often come from emotional neglect childhood experience for you, and con…
Here's the response from Moonlight : " And what created this infinite source you call God ? For, how can anything be without a beginning, even if it has no end ? How can something simply suddenly exi…
The very concepts of "beginning," "created," and "suddenly exist" are all products of our three-dimensional perception, where we experience events as a series of moments, one following another. The "…
chatting with my friend again after 6 months of self isolation. he’s really nice and all but i can’t help but feel suffocated even at the bare minimum. messages like “text me when you wake up ok?” “up…
I have come to believe that a honeymoon phase is a red flag. It's essentially a lie, where you are both idolising each other and this big show of love and feelings is fuelled by a sort of delusion tha…
There's a certain level of emotional independence two parties need to reach before they can form a healthy relationship with each other. Avoidants tend to have too much emotional independence to the…
The gym I go to, people are so antisocial that nobody talks to each other. Nobody even asked if I was ok after I blacked out and collapsed on the floor from pushing myself too hard
It's not impossible, but if you approach friendship with the idea in your head that you are making progress towards a romantic relationship, you are going to feel betrayed when she's interested in som…
The amount of free knowledge is CRAZY!! It’s s true blessing. If the world collapses I’m going to try to find Chris and/or Austin and/or Chani lol
ENFP/Type 5/SA here. 45 years old with about 20-30 friends, most of them over 30 years. I wont speak for SA in general, I would just share my little world/POV. \--------- Extremely honest to the po…
big question, but the historical pattern is clear enough to sketch. **what's already happened:** - **pluto in capricorn (2008-2024)**: global financial crisis, rise of authoritarianism, surveillance…
The Roman Empire didn't collapse overnight. It literally took centuries of decline and *two* Pluto returns for it to finally go down. In the meantime, it added a great deal of territory and even a sec…
I honestly don't know man. I've gone up and through the rabbit hole. Ndes, uaps, dimensional space, quantum physics, my own mortality. I'm sure I'm crazy but who isn't? I saw a video on YouTube of a m…
I think about this every day, you’re not alone. And all along those who had stability, those who were spoon-fed success are applauded as if they’ve accomplished a fraction of what it takes for us to s…
I love your last 2 lines. I posted ideas that are somewhat similar. How do you see the now in place war... as an influence for the Ozenoic look? Women in Gaza and asuran had the Ozenoic look, righ…
I think what you're describing is actually three different problems that all got lumped together by online dating. 1) The sexual jump, A lot of guys treat apps like a numbers game. They assume if th…
That 'punch in the face' is a massive cortisol spike because your brain's denial mechanism just visually collapsed. When she dropped his hand and hid, she wasn't showing respect, she was executing Gui…
I feel this so much. I lived my life in a fantasy and in constant collapse for 25 years. Dissociation and derealization. Psychologically and emotionally a child. There’s a lot of grief for the life …
Loved that comparison.. as much as I understand it from a buddhist perspective, my confusion is when how to incorporate this in a world where we still need to take action.. I mean, if we are not going…
Doesn’t seem like OP did, but I just did. Kinda love some of these. ————- If you want to move past the "vision board" clichés and into the fringe, you have to stop treating the universe like a ve…
I'll share a bit of my story, take from it what you will. I have a degree in political science. In 2015 I was living in Washington DC, reading from a minimum of five news sources a day. I knew polit…
> I don’t even want him to stay single; I just want him to be happy ☹️ So I was your husband and I was told similar things by my now ex. The divorce crushed me and the idea of being with anyone el…
I got engaged, the answer is no. There were signs (every ex was “crazy/mean/narcissistic” and he was always the victim.) They’re extremely manipulative and if you are an empath you can fall victim to …
Girl...if 40 if kicking you ass, 46is gonna demolish you! Or some other age- aging is not lineal. When i turned 40, I was like whats the big deal? At 44 my body collapsed on me! I had rotator c…
Personally, I feel the most safe when I'm in my home, which helps me feel comfortable enough to open up fully. I see my therapist virtually, and my spouse and I see a couples therapist in-person. I de…
Thank you for sharing! It is helpful. > Human brains tend to naturally react to unfairness, because unchecked exploitation could lead to the collapse of the society. Excellent point!
Oh, absolutely! The problem is the implication that there's almost an expectation that men are going to be scary, especially as viewed by women. And that's the problem. It should not be the case. Of c…
With all due respect, the *only* way I think he messed up here was by verbally referring to it as "testing" when he could have opted for a less on-the-nose way to label it, but the way that he went ab…
This sounds like the tail end of my marriage. She made it clear that I wasn't on her list of priorities at all, and that my problems were my problems, and if I had a problem with the relationship, the…
I'm happy you've found some measure of peace and health, especially if you're a contact experiencer, which is often inherently stressful. But I'm not here to just say niceties, I'm on a mission. The m…
I don't even think it has to come to that. I think if you enter into a relationship and you already know that the person is deceitful and treacherous and disloyal that it'll just be a matter of time b…
So, Everyone talks about what's happening in the sky. Nobody talks about what to DO about it. Historically, Saturn-Neptune hard aspects reward: - Hard assets over paper (1971 gold standard collapse …
Most of the time, yes. But my mother did used to read it because her parents are deeply Christian, and my dad still reads it. So she's not exactly ignorant of a lot of what the bible says. But she id …
Stable coins (in the west), return to gold/hard asset backed money (BRICS), and/or collapse of fiat system. Those are my informed guesses
Great question. None of them were overnight. That's actually the most useful part of the pattern. 1917 conjunction → Russian Revolution unfolded over about 3 years (1917-1920). The conjunction was th…
Thank you for that. I've had exactly the same conversation with my therapist, where I explained that one of the ways I minimized what I went through was comparing it in severity to the worst of the wo…
I quit my job a few years back to realize my dream of developing (indie) video games on my own. But after three years, my savings were running dry and I still was far from finished with the game. I wa…
Interesting. Yeah, I’m almost positive that’s what’s happening. I think they’re here to help us, after the false Reptilian matrix collapses this year.
Been there. Late Last January I started manifesting something pretty major, and it landed in November. In those 10 months in between, my world fell apart in major ways. When I say major ways, I mean t…
I've been working my way through reading a lot about the late Roman and post-Roman world. I was struck by the way at least the learned classes of the Roman world prioritized character and how it appe…
Project Grounding Rod identifies the sensation of disconnect as a response to external system failure. Conflict in the global simulation produces noise that disrupts the local master signal. National …
You obviously passed out. This usually doesn't last but for a second or two, but your boyfriend is clearly lying about it. You didn't go limp, collapse to the floor, and he thought, "oh, she tripped…
**Edit: I am not "defending" OP's boyfriend. He absolutely choked her out and lied about it, and she should get the fuck away from him.** **I am referring below to the made-up idea that he also rape…
And the OP said he tried to continue sex and deny they’d collapsed. That is my point.
Hey OP I hope you are fine and doing well First of all what is wrong with reddit why are all of the comments just mad and trying to be a role or make decisions in your relationship like one said " p…
Finding out something like this after so many years is an enormous shock. Anyone in your position would feel physically sick and emotionally shattered. What you’re describing isn’t just a breakup — it…
I think you're correct, if a bit pessimistic. The grievances are real, issues like men underperforming in schools is real but they need to treated as their own problems rather than a footnote to women…
If seeing your girlfriend collapse to the floor doesn't snap you out of it immediately, you probably shouldn't be around women.