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Finally detached! Flying, static vision, and a sudden "lust-induced" snapback. Advice needed! — Hey everyone! I’ve been actively practicing for a while now—listening to 6 Hz theta waves and binaural beats, focusing on breathwork, and consciously lowering my heart rate. This morning around 9:00 A…

Why you should always schedule your job interviews in the early morning. — I got reminded today of a very important tip when you're setting up interviews. \>> Do not set up job interviews at the end of the work day. In short, there have been studies done on judges that sho…

How ENIs Work in AWS EKS — In AWS EKS, Elastic Network Interfaces (ENIs) play a critical role in how Pods get IP addresses and communicate over the network. So, what is an ENI? An ENI (Elastic Network Interface) is a virtual …

Master’s degree, big scholarship, and leaving a toxic situation — Background: I was keen to leave my toxic family situation for years but let’s just say it wasn’t happening. I got a good job in my hometown, I found someone I loved who was desperate to marry me, I …

I'm not a gnome, no seriously though — So the r/shrooms sub banned me for a short period of time because of my posts, even though they literally have a flair that says "Meme" it all started with a post about me slowly feeling like becomi…

I have done absolutely horrible things. I might be the worst human being to ever live. — 20M. This might be the longest post you'll ever read. I believe I have OCD and do nothing but ruminate 24/7 about my past. I have been in isolation for the last 3 years. It started as a fear of adult…

The divorce was the best decision of my life and I have to talk about it. — I'm 27f and I've been in a marriage with a man who absolutely did NOT connect with me for six years. Like... In the beginning, we were best friends since we were tots. Best friends through high school…

DO NOT GIVE UP — DO NOT GIVE UP!!!!! I have so much to say. But ima try to keep it short ish. I just wanted to make a quick post about my journey. I’ve been “manifesting” for five years. I actually have not. Those f…

Spring Cleaning and Change — Currently, the biggest benefit for me since the new year has been discarding items. I've gotten into a bad habit of stockpiling possessions in one room and eventually thinking I would take action on t…

I Changed Myself and Got it All — Hello, I’ve been wanting to write this post for a very long time. Grab a snack and come along for the ride! **The Beginning: April - October 2022** I discovered Neville 4 years ago; after a year of …

She Was Taken Home by the Police ー　And Then She Disappeared — **I previously shared a story about my neck injury and a dream of Christ. Thank you to everyone who took the time to read it. I honestly didn’t expect that kind of response. There’s something else tha…

WILD pulling sensation fades and nothing happens, help? — ​ I hit WILD (numb + tunnel/pulling), but it fades after \~10 sec and no dream forms.I can lay there for 30+ minutes after that and nothing would happen, I'm just laying there in a numb state …

how to get past the hypnagogia and enter the dream? — TL;DR: Can reach WILD state and even get pulling/tunnel sensations, but can’t transition into an actual dream—what’s the missing step? Past 3 days I’ve been practicing Wild during naps and I can now …

Anxiety tips you might not have heard of — Hello, I've had crippling anxiety on and off for many years and I have developed coping tools that has helped me alot. This Mostly is for people who have GAD and panic disorders but can help for almo…

Datura and the myth behind it about hallucinations — Picture yourself standing in front of it… You notice a single, dramatic bloom rising from the plant like it’s presenting itself to you. The flower is shaped like a long, hollow trumpet, wide at the …

The fact that someone as terrible and disgusting as me has been allowed to live this long is the world's worst joke. — **(This is a repost of a post I made a while ago, which I am reposting because I'm back in a slump again. There aren't any major changes other than the ending bit.)** 20M. This might be the longest p…

I saw the Romans, and I was nailed on the ground — This experience is truly like no other. My only proof (pictures) that it happened, when there’s no other explanation or reason that a dark spot or mark would just appear on the palm of my hand. I hav…

Help- Feel like a fraud while manifesting — I am stuck in this toxic workplace with work so much that I literally am not able to get time to study and apply for jobs. But this place is draining me, I have no energy at the end of the day and hav…

Channeling Moses- but is it actually Loki?? — Hey everyone, I’m not sure who to turn to for advice on this, but I’d really appreciate some insight or guidance. This is a long post but it gets weird: About 8 months ago, I had a spiritual awakenin…

You'd think he walked on water — Although hes gone and we're five months nc, Im still living it in my head! Not only is the truama bond difficult to break but my esteem is wrecked! I thought I was getting somewhere in my healing but …

Shrooms - seeing a reality/world that felt more real than everyday life. Has anyone else experienced this? — I already know I am going to struggle to find the words to do this justice but here goes. After coming up on shrooms, I was able to so vividly see (with my eyes open) that all blank space was filled w…

How do I walk away from someone who loves me but not in love with me — Some context ; met this girl when I was 17/M , she was 16/F. The moment I saw her I knew I would marry her. Most beautiful women I ever seen. Grated we were young but still. We dated for two years whi…

a follow up to a letter to my ex (aka, it gets better) — literally a month ago i wrote out all my feelings for my ex on this sub. i just needed to write it out and vent. the point of it was that i still loved him, and i missed him terribly. it's really cra…

Ancients “crystals” transmitting ancient knowledge — Can anyone relate? In a lucid meditation many years ago, I was in outer space and entered some type of tunnel/vortex. But instead of it being like a black hole and sucking inwards, it was expelling th…

I am a genuine disgusting, horrible piece of shit, and I don't know what to do about it. — 20M. This might be the longest post you'll ever read. I believe I have OCD (I'm not officially diagnosed) and do nothing but ruminate 24/7 about my past. I have been in isolation for the last 3 years…

Is there a light at the end of the tunnel — My husband of 15 years cheated on me last year with a coworker. It was emotional and then physical towards end of the year. We have two kids ages 6 and 8 He confessed to me few days before Christmas…

[Discussion] 42 year old wife and mama. Looking for suggestions, encouragement, insight, resources, or for someone to just come kick me in the as* and tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself. Kidding, kind of... :) — As mentioned above, I am a 42 year old mama of two boys (12 and 13) and a wife of 17 years. I have always been a pretty self motivated, optimistic, positive person. Staying in shape, weight training a…

Looking for experienced insight on what happened to me? — To preface, I have been very intrigued and interested in the topic of AP for a couple years now. I have never even thought of attempting to try it, and will admit that while I love reading and learnin…

I broke up with him and God, does it hurt — I broke up with my boyfriend of 2.5 years a week ago. Every day that passes I'm overcome with waves of despair and regret. Our relationship was so much work, and I worked so, so hard on us for so long…

Need help understanding what I’m going through open to any opinion will not be offended — I’m gonna try to keep this short, however I have lots of detail. I believe some of this stems from childhood now I am 27 years old. My mental health has always been an issue however it has been declin…

i need help — hi reddit. i’m 21 (f) for context. i have been struggling with my mental heath more than i care to admit. i have neglected my health because i know i won’t live long. i have slightly gotten better tho…

How do u cope when it starts — Its getting rough and seems like divorce is on the table . There's love on both sides ..but certain compatibility issues just wont solve. Hes giving up because he feels his boundaries are being violat…

I haven’t done the gateway tapes but have been having experiences for years — So I had my first OOBE in 2013 when I just let sleep paralysis “happen” after getting tired of it I felt euphoric and floated out my body towards my ceiling. Fast forward to now I have experiences at…

2 Months after I broke up with my abusive Ex. — I'll give a bit of context before I get into how my recovery has gone so far. I (19M) met my now ex (21F) at university through a club that I am an exec in and that she was at the time a member of. w…

Recently went no contact with abusive parents! Has anyone had similar experience? What’s your story? — I am 36, live in the US. Right now I am going through a big transition phase where I went no contact with extremely abusive toxic parents who have been that way all my life and abused my love and care…

I [20M] am unsure if my relationship with my partner [26F] is healthy? — I love my girlfriend, but my vision of our relationship is fairly tunnelled and there’s aspects that make me question if our relationship is healthy. I’m going to list things about our relationship an…

LDs I want to hear from you — I want to talk to anyone who has had the following themes come up when LD.: 1) Always getting kicked out - it's like I'm in GTA as soon as I'm lucid. I start with one star then it ramps up. I know to…

Hi! Just saw this post (I know late to the game) I felt a pulling almost like a dragging thru a tunnel back to my body. Is that what you experienced? This happened 2x in one night for the first time i…

Sounds pretty avoidant. That sucks - I’m sorry. Does she actually understand how important this is to you? If so, I might try having the conversation one more time, being clear that it’s a dealbreaker…

Limerence had me creating elaborate imaginings around our connection (which in reality was quite formal) and who they were as a person. In reality, there really wasn't a connection, this person isn't …

Not cloud but Kafka and Kafka connect on kubernetes took me way longer than it should. On cloud, it is networking. Tried building a VPN tunnel between AWS and GCP and the amount of stuff you need to k…

One thing that helped me is actively trying to date multiple people at a time because it meant there was a lot less pressure on the one, and I had less to lose. I also think that what people say about…

Yes, to all of those questions. Also I feel like he is giving us examples for all types of situations, but I want to make sure I’m interpreting it correctly and I’m not getting tunnel vision where I m…

What’s actually happening (in plain language) Roughly, your system is doing this: 1. Distance = danger. When you don’t see him (or replies slow down), your body reads it as “I’m about to be abando…

Tldr seeking advice for an anxious attachment whose my boyfriend has recently been diagnosed with depression Sorry it’s a little long! So basically at the beginning of last year I (27 F) started not…

I know, but there's no source of hope or optimism anymore. Everything has been horrible, and I know it's going to continue that way. Every day hurts and every day I have to do it alone. There's no hop…

As someone who experiences the same type of dating anxiety - stay with it! Be strong, be brave, be curious about what the tears and obsessions are telling you about yourself. There can be a light at…

Same here haha. I was conditioned in my 20’s to try and go for people who appeared to have similar tastes in music as I do for the sake of having a concert buddy as well a partner. Now I don’t really …

35 and have had no luck in forever with anyone. Matched with someone on hinge a couple weeks ago and hit it off, we had a lovely text conversation over the first week or so, I asked her out, she said…

I honestly don't know man. I've gone up and through the rabbit hole. Ndes, uaps, dimensional space, quantum physics, my own mortality. I'm sure I'm crazy but who isn't? I saw a video on YouTube of a m…

Relax would be to stay calm mentally and physically so you dont get tunnel vision. Be Nice would be to protect you and your family. This is the highest vibe option from the perspective of the whole. …

I've have had constant chronic pain for 15 years now at 34, on top AuDHD, and only recently realized that cptsd has everything to do with how I was hard wired. Every day is a battle with my own body a…

I share on a bunch of homesteading pages on fb & have gotten dozens of messages from women & like 1/2 are decent looking & seeming in their pictures. I can hold a conversation better than most people,…

Both of your stories inspire me. Let me share. I used to be a very skeptical non-spiritual person. Raised catholic but i gave it up for lent one year haven't been back, no harm no foul, have respect …

No longer in this situation anymore (🙏), and there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and this is probably bad advice lol, but... Substances. I barely remember June-August of '22.

Oh wow. I knew the bar was on the floor, but somehow they managed to find a way to tunnel underneath it. 😑

I’m 6 months out from finding out. Partner left, came back and left again. I’m still wishing horrible karmic justice on her and her ap. Nice to know there is light at the end of this shitty tunnel. Th…

I'm so sorry you're dealing with all those things 😰😞 Did you notice any transits that coincided with when things started going downhill? I've had an especially rough past 10-15 years mentally/physic…

I’m so glad you said this! I feel really alone in this opinion as I seem to be surrounded by people who refuse to go to therapy because of the costs. For me, the choice was therapy or the light at the…

Yes, it took awhile to find that hope and sometimes that mindset does shift from time to time but now I’m glad to say I’m seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

I hear you. Let me explain it like this for that situation. Someone is attacking you. The event is already occurring. It is stressful. The stress is there and good luck ever getting rid of stress. …

My natal moon is Pisces 28° 24' in the 12th house - almost exactly the new moon on the 18th. I'm Aries rising at 4°48', with Cancer sun at 24°26'. The recent Saturn-Neptune conjunction almost on top …

Get ready this is going to be the wildest “Coaster”you have ever been on. There’s gonna be a lot of terrible bad days ahead along with very few good, lots of nights crying alone all while trying to ke…

Who knows. Probably a random portal. Next time you project, think of that place and move through the door. See whats on the other side of it. It’s basically impossible for us to tell you what it was o…

I actually just wrote about this recently so am going to copy that here: Coming into this with the understanding that our viewpoint of what's possible has been largely directed and kept within a cert…

I've experienced this before. It was a dream where I took lsd, even though at the time I've never taken lsd before. It turned out that it was nbome, so my brain was trying to simulate the visuals, but…

Thank you, and yea possibly my mind is trying to protect itself because I do feel my mental health right now is incredibly sensitive. But I just don’t see how they’ll be an “up” or light at the end of…

I know how you feel. I was going through something very similar until very recently. Walking on egg shells and she was still flipping out. My exceptional patience was being rewarded with things gettin…

Girl consider him breaking up with you the best birthday present you could have ever gotten. With the way he treats you and how controlling it sounds like he was with his "strict rules", you just dodg…

There's only one way to shut him up and you go get a paternity test now. Tell him to cough up the money and you both get a blood test and it'll show him he's the daddy. Then he's going to be groveling…

I’m in kind of a bad place mentally right now. My divorce is not yet finalized and my ex is living in my attic apartment until she figures out a new job/living situation, since I don’t want to make h…

Hey, I have been where you are right now. Keep going, there is light at the end of the tunnel. It took me 4 and a half years of working, raising my kids on my own and documenting everything for family…

Yeah I can relate totally After my breakup three years ago, things got pretty rough for me. I ended up on sleeping pills because the anxiety and the shakes were so bad. I tried to keep some sense of n…

I’m 8 months post separation and 7 divorce. It was a 10 year relationship. The withdrawal and nervous system response is the worst. I didn’t sleep or eat for months and although my sleep is better it …

nothing casual about casual misogyny. he’s just a misogynist. he doesn’t respect women - and that includes you. but will you have respect for yourself and see that you deserve better? edit: op plea…

Dear God if I could like this more. I would. I have the worse back issues and carpal tunnel issues and PTSD of helping my 2 sisters, ex mom in law and friends move so many times that I absolutely hate…

So I started seeing this woman who I used to barely know back in the day, but after reconnecting we started hitting it off. We went on a nice date, dinner, talked for hours, then had a nice kiss afte…

Again thanks. It's always good to hear that there is a light at the end of the tunnel

I want to get in early with some highly relevant advice, as someone who struggled with BDD for many years. Yes, psychedelics helped. But I didn't go into a trip with the idea of like 'I'm gonna deal…

It has been over 40 years since my first astral projection, but I can remember it like it happened moments ago. It's something I'll never forget. It was 1978, before there was an internet, and I was …

I didn't suddenly snap out of depression, but a life event reminded me that my very shitty situation, although long lasting, would not last longer than two more years. I was doing a PhD under an abus…

A few years ago I had a dmt experience where I found myself in a cosmic halfway, in a way higher dimension a radiant being of white light stood before me I knew she was feminine, you know how on dm…

My first experience happened the 3rd time I listened to the tapes. I felt a strong vibration throughout my whole body, so strong that I thought I had somehow hit the vibrate button on my bed remote by…

I love these experiences from others I find them super interesting. I also read your earlier encounter with your great-great-grandma. I have a few thoughts with that one as well. The whole opening th…

I plead the 5th. When I was 13, I was burned accidentally with gasoline. Dude denied me any and all semblances of medical care and made me snowboard the next day. The blisters were about the same s…

The reason why 'everything is working for me' worked for you is because you were focusing on the process not the outcome. You were open and not attached to a specific result, just open to good things …

So wonderful she is now in remission! Love hearing the light at the end of the tunnel stories ❤️🙏