harrowing

Yep. Specifically in the 60s as I'm convinced "the experience" has changed drastically for many compared to what people experience now. My own was something I would initially describe as "harrowing", …

How did you cope when you realized that the person you loved was never really "there"? And that what happened between you, was mostly in your head? — An eerie and disturbing feeling crept in the moment the mask slipped. At first I was confused, but during the next days I came to the harrowing realization that she was wearing a mask all along, and t…

Anyone uncovered memories of SA on shrooms before? — I've done psilocybin for therapeutic reasons many times over the last 5 years. However, the last few years I have consistently been having trips revealing I've been molested, or had a molester in my t…

Should I accept my narcissistic parents’ job offer as a scaffold out of financial dependence? — TLDR; My wealthy parents have a sordid and calculated history of financial abuse, but are offering me to pay me to help manage their investments. I am disabled, possibly for life, and don’t know if I …

Just pissed at them playing dumb — As I've grown up what's always hit me was the unfairness of it all. All this labor that I put into taking care of the narcs who parentified me. All the labor I did to take care of myself during and a…

Can't accept that I'm a victim of SA — TW: Graphic description of CSA & SA I've (20m) experienced a lot of abuse in my childhood and early adult years. But recently, I've come to the harrowing epiphany that I've been a victim of sexual ab…

I'm trying to clean up my house as I'm likely moving states soon back to family. Stumbled upon my exbox staring at me with gifts from my French ex that ended 2 years ago due to the distance and …

& then it turns out that we don’t live in a world that allows us the time & grace needed to heal anyway. It’s harrowing.

That sounds harrowing. I'm sorry you're going through this & your sister isn't more loyal to you. An internet hug from a stranger, if you want it.

I guess I wish that people understood that it's called "COMPLEX-PTSD" for a reason. You don't always have to witness or go through something harrowingly traumatic (war, famine, rape, etc.) to have tra…

This sounds harrowing, and I'm sorry you're going through it. There's something off about what you are describing, and I wonder if there is a possibility that the stimulants she is taking for ADHD hav…

I think about this a lot. My ex has been with the new supply for 1.5 years, they are now engaged, and they seem happy. And yet everyone I've talked to--lawyers, doctors, the judge at our hearing--agre…

So very, deeply sorry for your harrowing experience. I'm just starting to look into how to use waking meditation to influence sleeping dream life. Please surround yourself with beauty, love, and kin…

yeah, I'm part of a DID system and I'm grateful the dissociation kept me alive otherwise child me wouldn't have survived it. CSA is unfortunately very common and the public refuses to acknowledge paed…

Wills can be overturned by the courts, despite the wishes of the deceased....And trusts can too, depending. In my case, because of a harrowing medical diagnosis 10 years ago, I made my wife a trustee…

I don’t know if I have a clear cut answer but I do want to say I’m glad you’re getting support for the very harrowing events you’ve experienced in the past few years. I hope time continues to bring yo…

apart from the one harrowing trip, nothing has felt like 'memories' or re-enactments of the past. so I should probably edit my post a bit on wording. it's felt more like truths coming to light and pre…

Yeah, I haven't actually spoken to a lawyer just by myself yet, my parents divorce cost them 30k and my college fund (...I didn't really go, I paid for a few semesters myself then dropped out bc I cou…