glimpses

How to disconnect from sensory distractions, transforming external noise as preparation for AP — I want to share a perspective on sound and "noise" that might fundamentally shift how you approach the vibratory stage and the meditative stillness required for projection. Often, we view external sou…

THE PHOENIX LIGHTS 29th ANNIVERSARY This is what I saw that night March 13, 1997. It was a totally solid piece of machinery not just lights. I could see the bottom of the UFO clearly by two light sources illuminating the bottom of the craft as it flew over my head — I posted this also in UFO sub. March 13, 1997 I was working in East Mesa, Arizona in a 10 bed Hospice inpatient unit as the Charge RN. We worked 12 hour shifts getting off at 7:30 PM but that night t…

Self scrying on Ketamine — Are there any others out there who use ketamine alone, lay still and let the open eye visions overwhelm you till you get in touch with your deeper self ? After a couple of lines over time to get to a …

Heart Chakra opened, and I feel very very calm — Last night I laid down to meditate. After a while, my thoughts began to drift away again. They felt strangely random almost like they didn’t belong to me. I saw a woman and her child. She looked noth…

Five questions: my answers — Feel free to comment or share yours! 1. Who am I? This was an immediate answer. Being of light, beacon, lighthouse 2. Where and who was I before? Struggled with this one. Just got the impression of…

Feelings that resemble a familiar state of consciousness from very early childhood whilst on psychedelics — I've been studying the phenomina of perceiving thoughts and conscious states that resonates with how things were in early childhood. It feels like a return to early cognition. It's almost a primordi…

How do I stop thinking with words? — So I originally posted a question like this in [r/cureaphantasia](r/cureaphantasia) but I thought y’all might have some insight! I’ve hit a bit of a road block. I’m at the point where I’m getting TIN…

I traded places with an NHI on the other side and it was the most blissful and then most traumatic experience of my life. Could also use some aftercare advice. — I’ve been into the weird my whole life, from having frequent future-telling Déjà vu loops as a kid to following the fringe subs here for a few years. I’ve tried CE5 and that didn’t work, neither did s…

Do you ever get glimpses of a fully healed/untraumatized version of you and get sad you had to go through anything to begin with? — I've been trying to do self resilience and trauma work for years now with mixed results. Some days it feels like two steps forward one step back. Other days it feels like five steps back. Then others …

A poem to the Infinite — Thought some on here might enjoy this. I had my first psychedelic experiences 10 years ago and that was the beginning of the great reformation of my life and self. Mostly now I focus on meditation to …

Unfortunately, you are spot on about her wanting the help. I had a conversation with her over the weekend and expressed my concern, but it felt like she disassociated from the conversation. I got glim…

Interesting you're running into the issue of being bored of being questioned, while I have the opposite problem of being bored of not being questioned. Happy medium eh. And yeah I agree it's not a goo…

So good to hear from someone that is happy after divorce. I am not there yet, still adjusting, but there are glimmers . It is great to hear( sounds like he was maybe an avoidant?) that after being emo…

Probably wasn’t the only reason. Good chance he branded you as crazy and she believed him over you. He may have proposed to her during an idealization phase but those never last with his personality t…

The sadness from the loss will probably never completely go away. At least it hasn't for me, and I'm 6 years out. But it comes in glimpses and goes away pretty quickly. Most of the time I'm content or…

I spent the majority of my life feeling like the world was out to get me. That it was too hard. Too painful. Unjust. This defeated me. It did so by removing motivation to try at all. I did what I had …

I think you clumsily trying to explain Christ consciousness. Non duality. This is something that must be experienced to be understood I haven't yet. Had small glimpses few times. It's like you know yo…

I've had similar thoughts and feelings. After travelling some, I realized that no matter where I went, I could never capture a sense of home. I belonged nowhere. Then it occurred to me that maybe com…

Hey, I totally get where you're coming from. It sounds like empathy and compassion, self-compassion, are extremely triggering on their own. That's because of the intense role of shame in your system. …

Hm, to me, I would take his stance on your male friends feeling and thinking a certain way toward you as projection of his own thoughts and feelings toward women. If he lacks either the imagination o…

Maybe we have closure all along as i imagine you probably have glimpses of it. I think it’s possible to see the dis-covering of closure as a by product of intentional, active healing. I’ve found that …

You need to be fearless. It takes tremendous courage to reject attachment and embrace the idea that everything is unreal. The moment you treat getting $1 million dollars just as you would losing $1 mi…

I'm so sorry for your loss. I believe in one of his books Bob Monroe said that souls choose the life and see glimpses of the experience they are going to make in this life prior to making the decisi…

Nobody wants us to realize we are traumatized people can keep taking advantage of us, most people have no idea they even have trauma until it becomes too unbearable and causing far too many problems i…

> I don’t understand how someone can switch like this.  It's because it is who he is the entire time. Those glimpses of ugliness under the mask and costume are what's waiting there for you, and will …

I haven’t had a NDE, but I am a sensitive and have witnessed a sort of “smart” smokescreen that I saw in my peripheral vision. What I mean is that I saw many dark energies hide behind structures while…

Yes, a glimpse at the inner workings. Very cool. I’ll look into that. I haven’t tried to get back to that big experience, but its teachings are something I integrate into each day. Maybe for me the tr…

Mine did have variable empathy. There were glimpses of it during the discard. But I remember in the early days of dating, he laid the empathy on thick. Then, later in the relationship, he bragged that…

Perspective is everything, the grass isnt always greener, blah blah blah lol It really does though, like I was raised by a single mom, I myself raised kiddo as a single mom, she never remarried after…

According to the Hindus and Buddhists, the world around us is maya, a Sanskrit word that translates to "illusion." As such, our environment and circumstances can be shaped by our thoughts, beliefs, an…

this is honestly the closest i’ve seen someone describe what i’ve experienced too. i went through a period of prolonged stress/trauma and since then it’s like my brain just slowed down in conversatio…

12 year relationship here. I broke up with him because I couldn’t do long distance and be the sole caregiver of our child. He picked his dream state to live in over us. It’s been almost 2 years since …

Thank you for the insightful read. I see glimpses of my own self and my battle with the critic in your rationale.

I think this is a kind of reckless concept salad that you've encountered. People are glibly throwing together Eastern and Western ideas in a sort of New Age "scientism". Western science and neuroscie…

Yes, I vividly remember telling my mother I wanted to go home, while already at home. It was a terrible homesickness, yet, I couldn't remember where I came from or what "home" entailed. I must have be…

Full disclosure I used chatgpt to write down my stream of consciousness since English is my 4th language This is a multilayered question, and I can only answer from my own experience and from a Budd…

I have wanted to share this story publicly for a long time, but I wasn't quite sure where to post it. We had two cats: a 15-year-old male named Wilson and a 6-year-old female Lajka. They had very dif…

CBT is shit for trauma. In my experience Trauma informed therapy with a clinical psychologist who uses a variety of tools such as EMDR, IFS, DBR and somatic therapies and admits where they aren’t spec…

Thank you saying this! I really relate. As we heal, we get glimpses of what truly matters, the most precious reason for living - love and connection. But, then we see the whole world is run on narcis…

There’s potential I’ve read them more times (maybe not but possible) than you have. I started this 2 years ago and was studying Neville obsessively and have for quite some time. I practiced brazen imp…

The verbal prompting is the problem. When you say 'recall' internally, you're activating the phonological loop, which competes with the visual processing you're trying to access. Same cognitive real e…

I initiated the divorce and felt good about it after years of neglect and verbal/emotional abuse. Then, a week later, I found this: https://www.fisheaters.com/becomingvirtuous-fortitude-abusivewoman.h…

Sorry, i have a feeling this will turn into a long post, but i will try to make it brief. I've been studying and practicing for about 20 years with varying success. I started when i was around 20, i'd…

You experienced a non dual glimpse of awakening. You most likely can go deeper through “self inquiry” Neville Goddard also eventually led me to self realization and glimpses.

you described word by word what I feel right now. Couldn't have said it better myself. How? How do we go from being in love, with each other all the time, each other's everything...to strangers overni…

You limit or completely cut contact. Your gender meant you were a lesser threat which is why your wife gets the barbs because the women are competition to mothers with this condition. That includes th…

The first time I projected I actually did have vision somehow, I was really mad about the gong not working as I thought I ruined my sleep for nothing - I went to the bathroom for a piss and whilst in …

They are just life forms. The creator isn’t a creator in the normal sense. The eternal consciousness has always been here and has explored endless ways of letting life evolve. It has appointed/evolved…

Oh but this makes me so sad:( the way you extracted the exact words from deep in my chest, but it breaks my heart to read it. To see another person feel this way hurts more than I thought. I am so sor…

Went through this exact thing with a 8 year relationship. He suggested getting married, talked about family and dogs/other pets. All while I’d have random glimpses of him smiling to me and I just knew…

Overall I agree with you, this sort of use of psychedelics is troubling. However it doesn't really sound like he has "gotten the message". Obviously he's had glimpses of it, but clearly it hasn't trul…

Thank you! :D Yes, I feel like a different person. There are glimpses back here and there, but overall, much much better! I'm thankful to past me though, without her it wouldn't be possible.