dissolving

I use the term "meditation," but I’ve never been formally taught. I’ve been practicing on my own since I was a child, following a book called "The Rainbow Journey" by Brenda Davies. My approach might …

My friend felt stuck for years - in session we found a core belief that life is only suffering — I did a quantum healing session for my friend Ramona and honestly what came up was intense. She has felt stuck for a long time. Putting things off, hard to get moving, hard to create, hard to do even…

My friend felt stuck for years - in session we found a core belief that life is only suffering — I did a quantum healing session for my friend Ramona and honestly what came up was intense. She has felt stuck for a long time. Putting things off, hard to get moving, hard to create, hard to do even…

Experienced ego dissolution and timelessness while a friend spiraled into a bad trip believing we were communicating through “waves” — I wanted to share a recent experience because the contrast between my trip and my friend’s bad trip was extremely interesting, and I’m curious if others have seen similar dynamics in group trips. We …

The secret to manifestation — I posted here about a year ago about an experience I had with the I AM state. Since then, my life has changed completely. Manifestation became absolutely natural, to the point where it became a questi…

The most serious use of lucid dreaming that nobody talks about: training to die — Most people start practicing lucid dreaming to fly, explore, have experiences physics won't allow. I did too. But I've come to think that's the most superficial application of the practice, and ther…

So, I've hit my personal record streak without alcohol; it is 160 days now! — I've finally gotten to the point where my current sober streak is longer than my previous all-time record (159 days). I'm incredibly happy and proud that I made it here. There are no downsides to sobr…

Shifting the seat of consciousness from head to chest, have you tried it? — Hi everyone, I've been practicing meditation for a few years and I recently stumbled upon something interesting after trying astral projection. By default, the place where I usually perceive “mys…

Do discrete developmental stage models cause harm when clients internalize the stages as self-judgment? — If you use a stage-based developmental framework in clinical work (Kegan, Loevinger, Cook-Greuter), have you seen clients weaponize the stages against themselves? A client who believes they should be …

The "other" is just vibration & how to use non-resistance for stable contact and AP — The boundary between "self" and "other" often dissolves in the presence of pure vibration. In the realm of the experiencer, where phenomena challenge our linear narratives of order, the distinction be…

​Sense of "dissolving" into the world and reality solidifying when I focus. What is this? — I am using a translation tool to write this post, so I apologize for any unnatural phrasing. ​I have two specific experiences I'd like to ask about: ​Merging with the world: During meditation, I oft…

is it possible to manifest my vision problems away?? — asking because ive been trying for months on end and nothing has improved 😢 im wondering if im doing it wrong?? any help is appreciated \^\^ ive been trying to see if i could manifest my corneas be…

Do Travelers Often Meet False Gods? — While Bob Monroe eventually believed by the end of his third book Ultimate Journey that there is a creator of the physical universe located beyond the Aperture, he also described a few experiences whe…

The layering you are describing is real and this eclipse was a big one for exactly the reasons you named. A total lunar eclipse in Virgo opposing a Pisces Sun, while Saturn and Neptune are conjunct at…

Yes. Currently dissolving the roots of the human identity altogether. My vision is to completely free up the dreaming mechanism and use it as a kind of lucid "reality" that can switch planes and scena…

This is interesting to me because I have been working for some time on a structural model that actually uses very similar imagery of a wheel. When I read this account, what the person describes did no…

It is a real pain in the ass to have that persecutor on you all the time. The name for it is “introject”. Once you get that, and you start walking into the direction of dissolving it, things can tu…

I think people are all different and timing is different as well. You can’t just say one thing will work, when with another person it would not work at all. It’s more about our own story, the process…

Oh man, the blinding thing is so real. Mine is excitement. The second I realize I'm dreaming, I get this rush of "holy crap this is actually happening" and it destabilizes everything within like 10 se…

This resonates with me so much, thank you. I do feel everything I ever thought I wanted from life is dissolving, all my goals, my ambitions, my desires. I’m learning that perhaps I don’t in fact want …

The 0° Aries point is significant — it's the very first degree of the entire zodiac. A new beginning at the most fundamental level. Saturn (structure, rules, authority) merging with Neptune (illusion…

I woke up the other day from a horrible nightmare and thats the picture of my hand before dissolving into nothingness. Weird stuff

This is an excellent post, especially when you talk about safety and protection. It was not there. When the choice is made to go towards safety by individuating internally from the trauma bond, whic…

Isn’t that the truth. When we are not connected to ourselves and are living in pathological loneliness, we are alone when we are with other people anyway. That’s not really coming from them. This whol…

1. Gemini ascendant 2. Leo Saturn 2 degrees third house (my sun and Lilith are also cazimi at 11 degrees, Mercury are also here at 15) 3. Capricorn 8th house (Chiron at 29) Aquarius 9th (Neptune at 16…

ETC. ETC. THERE ARE A LOT OF AFFS, THIS IS JUST THE INTRODUCTORY PARA. (***AFFIRMATIONS*** This subliminal is now fully active and operating at maximum intensity. I bypass all mental resistance, s…

Softening some parts of the ego definitely felt most problematic. The ego clings to *material* world too much, so it took a long time to soften it enough to a middle way of *material and spiritual*. …

I have only found one very affordable doctor who does telemedicine for the dissolving tablets, everything else is a crazy rip. Still not cheap, but 10 400mg doses at 300 a visit is insanely cheap comp…

Its been 9 months since the initial separation conversation. 5 months since the official court date dissolving the marriage. I threw myself into renovations of my new house and I just finished my kitc…

Because that Capricorn stellium is conjunct Neptune and Uranus. There’s so many Capricorn millennials who feel exactly the way you do, not resonating with the stereotypes of Capricorn. Uranus is the p…

Man I leave for my masters (first London, then France) by August end. Are there any indicators of what the general Europe scene will be like towards the end of this year? (whether the LPG crisis will …

The waking up app has meditations on dissolving the sense of a body map or shape. You can search 'sensation' on the simply always awake YouTube channel and probably find something similar too.

All we have to do is trust, that's the secret that I found and honestly the hardest part because we like to know the exact outcome. Belief everything works out for your favor and your heart will softe…

Yes, the clinical critique of stage models is well-established but where I think the argument adds something is in identifying *why the critique keeps needing to be made*: **stage models keep getting …

I feel you!! For a long time everytime I‘d wake up I got so annoyed because out of all the amazing things I could have done in the dream I chose to pick up some random NPC. I reduced it by making ac…

The deities found me.  I was going thru a full spiritual awakening, dissolving the ego, kundalini awakening and it’s very painful thing to go thru. I just wanted to find someone to meditate with, onl…

Mind is like a filter for your senses and how you process reality. During meditation that filter can drop to varying degrees. This results in having a more direct experience of reality that doesn’t g…

i'm going to be real with you... every single one of these questions points back to the same root issue. your concentration and willpower need development. you can't remember dreams consistently beca…

Thank you for the advice. You're right—I actually had the idea that I should lean more into that 'dissolving' sensation. I’ll be careful to maintain the right balance of focus from now on.

Before dissolving, feeling yourself dissolve, can be quite frightening.

19 to 25. That's not a breakup. That's an entire identity dissolving. Everything you knew about being an adult had his name attached to it. So right now your nervous system isn't just grieving a perso…

N-N DMT has a physical feeling you'll never experience with any other drug and I want expecting that. It's like your body is dissolving into the air. Very relaxing. It's more dissociating than anythin…

I’m sorry for what you are going through. I will say this, and without pointing any fingers, is that it takes two people doing the work on themselves first, to form a healthy relationship with each …

What you're describing about the stored energies and subconscious programming is something I find really compelling. The idea that our emotional patterns aren't just psychological but are literally en…

This is a powerhouse chart that is currently "stuck" in a difficult planetary cycle. You have an Aries (Mesha) Ascendant with the 10th and 11th Lord (Saturn) sitting in its own sign in the 11th house …

For me, CBT for anxiety helped. I started heavily focusing on rewiring my thought process. It was slow but through surrounding myself with positive music and motivation, challenging the what if th…

I described it in ai and it said “2026-04-05 What you are describing is a well-documented physiological and neurological state that often occurs at the threshold between sleep and wakefulness. In clin…

your 7th lord Venus is in 12th house in its own sign — this is the exact placement for "everything looks promising then collapses at the last stage." Venus in 12th doesn't deny marriage but it makes t…

I may have missed it in the other comments but what stands out to me the most is your 3rd house. when talking about learning, understanding, dissecting, and 'schooling' experiences in general I like t…

🫂 Absolutely. Learnt that after months of crying and cursing. I wanted his life to crumble dramatically. Now… I take heart in a line from a song. It’s sung from the perspective of an unbaked clay pot…

you're not staying single. Mars in your 7th in its own sign delays marriage but it doesn't deny it, and you just entered Saturn mahadasha which rules your 5th house so romance is actually becoming a r…

it's foundational but the reason matters. journaling isn't just logging - it's training your brain to treat dreams as worth remembering. after 2-3 weeks of consistent journaling, recall improves not…

nn in 12th Libra pulls you toward spiritual harmony and dissolving boundaries in relationships think finding balance through meditation, compassion, or hidden soulmate vibes instead of Aries south nod…

1. Taurus rising 16" 2. Saturn 20" cancer 3rd House 3. Saturn rules my 9rd & 10th Houses 4. Maj aspects to my Saturn: Square to Aries venus 20", sun 18", rahu 22", moon 13" 12th house and Libra jupite…

I’m 4 degree Leo sun, 20 degree scorpio rising, so Placidus 3rd/9th house axis. My north node is also at 8 degrees Virgo so I’ve been undergoing a nodal opposition. My moon is 10 degrees Virgo so it h…

Who is going to try to run a medical study on cyclic breathing though? Medical or anything "empirical" is the only thing considered "credible" in popular Western media. Beyond physical testing or spr…

This, OP. Plus, make sure you have full knowledge and understanding of your ex's actual reasons for dissolving the marriage. This is to protect you and any future partners. Sit down with her for some …

I believe that people who move on quickly are not able to sit with their feelings, to actually feel them and get over them, they rather get distracted with a shiny new thing, which is sad, cause peopl…