I cannot live without them

If you were in Barbados in this context would you just have fun with your life and focus on other goals and dreams, enjoying the present overall or would you be like "I need to get them!" "I need to w…

Exactly. Except that wanting or needing is a state of lack and it is precisely what holds you back, especially if the wanting is something like "this person is my only happiness and I cannot live wit…