Did he even love me?

I understand. I hate how much I understand. My ex was the greatest love I had ever known, I would have protected him with my life. Then after he slept with me and told me he wanted to spend the rest o…

It wasn't an act, it just wasn't sustainable. He loved you I'm sure– to the extent he was capable of. Unfortunately, love cannot survive the psyche of a shame avoidant person. A way of thinking that…